
Chain Reaction
Jessica Lee
How many daughters use weather talk
as metaphor, meaning
Mom, it's raining hard, and cold
translates to
I woke up, cold, with a hard
man inside of me
I didn't want there.
Wells dry, I stayed
quiet, more like snow
than rain, really.
How many daughters keep such stories
just below
the surface like fish, restless
beneath thin ice.
How many mothers wish their daughters
hadn't learned to stop demanding what they want
and don't want.
No matter. The fish, more like
shame—impossible to count
those slippery shadow darts, hiding
in the heat of tangled reeds
impossible to account for love
the way it tangles self and origin,
broken daughter trying to protect
the one who split for her.
Jessica Lee is a waitress and an Assistant Editor for Narrative Magazine. Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in American Literary Review, Barrelhouse Blog, BOAAT, The Boiler, cream city review, DIAGRAM, phoebe, and elsewhere. She was a finalist for the 2017 So to Speak Poetry Contest and the 2017 Greg Grummer Poetry award. She graduated from Western Washington University with a BA in creative writing and currently resides in the Pacific Northwest. Find her online at www.readjessicalee.wordpress.com.
Poetry
Intimate Ossuaries | Nandini Dhar
Echolalia | Derek Gromadzki
Poseidon | Shrode Hargis
miracle : promise : cure : charm : votive : carry your altar | Jessica Lanay
Black Girl Notes to/on Sándor Ferenczi | Jessica Lanay
Chain Reaction | Jessica Lee
Click Here to Get Ripped | Owen McLeod
People Never Die in Deep Water | Mariah Perkins
Rite of Passage | Meg Reynolds
New Orleans Lullaby | Brad Richard
Radioactive Wolves | Amy Roa
Because We Don’t Burn Witches Anymore | John Sibley Williams
Nonfiction
The Unit | Miriam Cohen
Coos Bay, Oregon | Nicholas Dighiera
Fiction
In the End | Angela Corbett
You, Soldier, and Others | Emily Moeck
Inclement Weather | Eric Rasmussen
Hybrid
The Lepidopterist’s Collection | Tracy Haack