Every Beginning
Is a God
Poetry
Tamara Panici
2 May 2023
it rains small frogs sister holds open her hands we place the bodies in spare tires
until they begin to shiver back to life we tuck them back into darkness
love is a bell we say in English we mean love you sleep well
we toss bodies around we know we are punished gods
we don’t stay behind the chain-link the ditch where the flood lasts longest
and the crawfish emerge from their tomb holes doesn’t swallow us
we overflow we collect water for our enemies to drink our enemies
who fail to beat the wind do not drink and we beat the wind that fails
the frogs begin to vanish as if they never existed each one its own lost shape
like holes in memory and as they disappear we pray to the god of vanishing
we really believe in the invisible river that runs through the street
where our mansion rests but reality is dark gray
and rectangular like a coffin for the undead and we live there
buried in plain sight
Tamara Panici’s works have appeared or are forthcoming in POETRY, Third Coast, Blue Mesa Review, Waxwing, Poetry Online, and elsewhere. She has been a finalist for the Ruth Lilly and Dorothy Sargent Rosenberg Fellowship from the Poetry Foundation, and has won the Margaret Reid Poetry Contest, the Black Warrior Review Poetry Contest, and the River Styx Microfiction Contest. She lives in D.C. with her partner, their child, and their child-to-be.