So Long

Heather Christle

You want a mind tight like a drum
but you are given two friends
whose love is over
        and the street
full of admirable dogs moving through
the freezing sunlight
         and if the world
changes
    if it blinks and gathers pictures
you will understand I think
            that it is still
just one long shot
        and that is mostly
how our knowing things will go
              except that
with the captured looking there are shared meals
and anger
     as when yesterday the advertised
man shaved his face at the camera
as if to challenge us to what I do not know
and cannot say
       though I mind this less
than I did before
We survive the end of love
and then one day find ourselves
all well at the movies
          We thump
our hearts and they respond
            It is
surprising
     It is the world not looked at
having changed
       and we are in it
getting ravaged getting calmer going on
And I’ve seen pictures of the moon made
to look like a close lantern
           A sweet mistake
I'm a mistake
      my mind keeps making
all the better
to eat you with my dear

 

Heather Christle is the author of four poetry collections: Heliopause and What Is Amazing, both published by Wesleyan University Press, and The Trees The Trees and The Difficult Farm, both published by Octopus Books. Her first work of nonfiction, The Crying Book , will be out from Catapult in November.

 

Fiction

The Farmer’s Market | Sean Cunningham
Winged, Two-Headed | Danilo John Thomas
Mood Chart | Emily McKay
Move On Over Or We’ll Move On Over You | Luke Muyskens
Caught | Scott Nadelson
Women’s Intuition | Liz Breazeale
Pearls | Nate Lippens
New Pedagogy for Sleeplessness | Helen Hofling

Poetry

2 Poems | Jill McDonough
2 Poems | Candice Wuehle
A Small Opening | Caroline Crew
What We Know About Babies | Christopher Brunt
Wink | Dalton Day
Taman Ayun Temple, Bali | Khaleel Gheba
FOXFIRE | Sarah Bates
Anima Helena | Tessa Bryant
So Long | Heather Christle
In her (son’s) new house, Aunt Lina says | Philipe Abi Youness
On the Whole | Ashley Roach-Freiman
ABSTRACT | Constantine Jones
2 Poems | Ina Cariño

 
 

Nonfiction

Lake Under the Sea | Celeste Schantz
Josepha | Lucie Bonvalet
Mastectomy: Instructions Before Surgery | Shannon Cram
Succession | Erin Ruble
What I Will Say About Rebecca | Carla Panciera

Hybridity

Co-upt Junkmail Collages | Matthew Klane
Cubist Self-Portrait As Very | Dennison Ty Schultz
Pro Wrestling Erasures | Dan Mancilla
Selfies | Natalie Byers
Faroe Islands: Elemental | Philip Arnold
Open for Breathing | Marissa Anne Ayala